It's Gonna Be Hard

Well I have been a funky mood for the past few days and it is really really starting to stuck! I'm not even really sure why I am feeling so down in the dumps. I guess, things are just kinda hitting me that I'm graduating in a few months and all the people that I have gone to school with are all going away. They will go off to college and other stuff. I probably will most likely never really see them again! I think that that might be what's scaring me the most. School has been my comfort zone for SO LONG and it's gonna be hard to leave the people who I have shared so many memories with. I'm kind of scared that I wont be ready or prepared for it all. My two Best Friends in the WHOLE WORLD (Dara & Joe) are both going to be in different cities when they go off to college. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT THEM!!!! I will be stuck in the same city, going to a college that is totally strange to me. Even though it's exciting and a big step in my life I don't think I've ever been this scared. I've always gone somewhere with my friends or someone I am comfortable with, I've never done something so big alone. I know I will learn A LOT form this and for that I am excited. I know I'll make new friends and find a place where I belong, but no one will EVER replace the relationship I have with my best friends!
I think I will tell you all about Joe and Dara!!!!!! (:

Okay, to start off with Dara!!!!!
Me and Dara have been amigas for almost a year and a half. She has been the person to never judge me when I make a comment or voice my opinion. She has always been there for me no matter the time or what the circumstances are. She is one of two people I will tell absolutely EVERYTHING to. I think me and her secretly have this contest of who can make the weirdest, most outrages sounds. I'm never really sure who wins though. LMAO! We have been though sooo many things together. Bad breakups, shitty situations, crying, laughing, running and screaming from white vans (lol), almost dying....a lot, doing stupid stuff that makes people look at us like we are a bunch of retards, and manyy manyyy manyyy photography conversations/photoshoots/editing cessions. Without her, I probably would have just gone crazy by now. Dara is the sister I never had and will never loose! I wovvvvv her soooo much!!! She will do many great things in life and I so proud of her for everything she has already done! I could go on and on and on and on about Dara here but I won't cause I would probably just fill up the WHOLE Journal. lol

Now for Hoseph (Joe)!!!!
Dear Lord, where do I even begin with this child! Joe and I have been best buddies for about a year and a half too. Joe, is a very strange child and I always have a fun and very interesting time with him. Joe is also probably the only person who can read me like I'm a book. It gets frustrating sometimes cause I just don't wanna be told what I'm going to do, but that is also one thing I love about him! The thing about our relationship is that it is probably very different from any other girl and guy friendship. I don't mean like we mess around or anything like that, because that would just mess things up to the max!!!! Joe and I just kinda click when we are around each other. I've never had a friend like him and I know that no one could ever take his place. Joe makes me laugh when I'm in the most depressed mood just by being Joe. He's the only guy that will actually sit down, pay attention, and listen when I need someone to talk to. We have had a few bumps in the road, but what friendship doesn't. I love Joe with all my heart and I will miss him so much!!!!

Well, thank you so much for letting me vent and rant and alll that stuff in my journal! (:
You guys are truly the best people in the whole wide world!!!! Thank you again!
Now here are some AMAZING photos that I love oh sooo very much!!!

Enjoy!!!!!
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